Actually, I can. 

“You will never lose weight.” “You can’t stay sober.” “You’re nothing but a failure.”  “You will never be a good mom or wife.” These are SOME of the many things that people have expressed to me. I know I lived a crazy life, I know I was heading in the wrong direction but sheesh! I’m … More Actually, I can. 

Sugar in Recovery.

It’s no secret that I struggle with food. All I crave is sugar, carbs, sugar, and more carbs. Am I really in recovery when I am binging on food? 8 months into sobriety and I am very proud of myself for doing this sobriety thing all over again. Is it hard? absolutely! Is it even … More Sugar in Recovery.

Own your truth. 

Sometimes, I get nervous. How much is too much to share on social media? I don’t really know if anyone I know personally reads my blog. I do know that sometimes I want to hold back because I have no idea who’s reading. Then again, I know I’m not the only that struggles. In a … More Own your truth. 

Social anxiety. 

The weather is getting nice in Jersey which means a lot of things are going on. The only problem is that I think I really want to go to these events until it’s time to go to them. One of my high school friends is moving to another state and she’s having her going away … More Social anxiety. 

Blessed.

At times, I catch myself complaining about things that don’t even matter. I woke up today, I’m breathing, I have a place to live, yet, I find myself being upset about not being where I want to be. I am constantly working on myself and I have made progress. I know I have to trust … More Blessed.

Believe.

I never believed in myself. These past 4 months have been very different, something I have never experienced before. I have never been this spiritually connected to God and I must say that I wouldn’t trade it for nothing in the world. The peace I feel, the contentment I feel is indescribable. I still have … More Believe.