What is the plan? God’s will.  This morning, I woke up with a heavy heart. It’s Sunday, my favorite day of the week , why am I feeling like this? I get ready for church, get in the car and Danny Gokey’s song , “ Tell your heart to beat again” , is playing. I … More Forgiveness. 

2 years ago. 

I can’t even believe it’s already been 2 whole years . 2 years ago my heart was broken into a million pieces. I was up night after night trying to figure out what I did wrong. Night after night I was crying myself to sleep. Hanging out with other men thinking that would help me … More 2 years ago. 


We all get that feeling. That feeling when you feel “alone”. It’s a feeling that is there whether you’re around people or you aren’t. I’ve experienced feeling alone in crowds and I’ve experienced feeling alone because I’m not around anyone. Today , I’m feeling alone. I’m feeling alone because things just aren’t the way they … More Alone. 

Still healing.

I blocked him summer 2016. I haven’t spoken to him since. Why am I still not over it? I don’t cry anymore but I do think about him.  The only thing I want to know is, why is it so hard to get over a narcissist? I’m not ready to date yet, because, I’m not … More Still healing.

Dating a Narcissist.

If it seems too good to be true, it probably is. This is my story. He sent me a message on Facebook and I replied. The first conversation on the phone was so easy. Our words were flowing and everything was great. We were laughing, getting to know each other, laughing some more, and enjoying … More Dating a Narcissist.

Single woman.

It’s Valentine’s Day. A day all about LOVE. A day where everyone is on social media posting pictures with Bae. A day where some singles can’t wait for the day to be over. Love, the one thing we cannot live without. Love makes the world go round. It’s better to have loved than to not … More Single woman.


Change is hard. Staying sober is hard. Transforming yourself is hard. This is hard. Staying away from alcohol is the easy part, dealing with life is the hard part. When you’re always drunk you’re living in fantasy land. You drink to not face reality, people, emotions, “real life”. Everything is tolerable when you are drunk. All that … More Standards.

Letting go. 

Why is it so hard to let go? I know he’s no good for me, I know I wouldn’t be happy in that relationship so why am I hurting? Why am I hurt that he moved on? I thought I was over him. Why do I feel like someone is literally stabbing me in my … More Letting go.