New day . New month. New goals. New challenges. Clean slate.
In 5 months it will be 2020!
When did this even happen? Why does it feel like time is FLYING!
Maybe it’s just me but I’m grateful.
Grateful for the lessons that I have learned in the last 20 years .
20 years ago I was 12 .😂 who knew that 4 years later my life would change drastically. And 2 years after that my life turned into a huge party for 5 more years .
Everything was a blur. In and out of drunkenness. In and out of clubs. In and out of relationships.
What a blessing it is to live through what I’ve lived through and still stand here sober today with a whole new outlook on life.
What a blessing it is to know that God is not done with me.
What a blessing it is that what the devil meant for evil , God is using it for his good.
What a blessing it is that little ol’ me gets to inspire the world through my humanity.
What a blessing it is to know that if God is for me who can be against me?
What a blessing it is to be alive with hope.
What a blessing it is to be an overcomer.
What a blessing it is to know the Lords peace.
What a blessing it is to know that when I am weak he is strong.
What a blessing is life .
In our darkest most loneliest moments , life doesn’t seem like a blessing, it can seem like a curse.
We start asking why? Why me? Why this family? Why this job? Why this spouse? Why these kids? Why this church? Why this?
But my question to you is , what is God doing in your mess?
In our pain it’s really REALLY hard to see God. I’m not even going to tell you to toughen up and pray about it because I’m sure you’ve been doing that.
What I do want you to do is not doubt what you are in. Don’t doubt God. Ask God to start revealing himself in your situation. What does he want to do in you through this situation?
I know it’s tough and I know you want it to be easy , BUT , everything that shines is made from PRESSURE. If pressure is being applied , YOU ARE CREATED TO FLY. Wait . Trust . Have faith. obey. It won’t always be like this.
I believe in you .
God loves you.
You will Live and not die.