Jeremiah 1:5. I don’t believe in coincidence.
I believe God orders our steps. (Proverbs 16:9)
I believe we are all appointed for the time we are needed most.
YOU ARE NOT AN ACCIDENT.
I remember walking around thinking that my life was meaningless.
I filled my days and nights up with meaningless
relationships /situationships, riding around looking for something to get into, hitting up bars, drinking all day so I can feel free and get out of my self.
Giving in to the flattery of men just because it was a distraction from myself.
I was running from myself because I didn’t know how to face myself. Too much pain. Too much confusion. Too many questions. I looked in every direction and still felt empty. The bottle finished but I was still empty. He promised to love me and take care of me , but instead he played me, I ran to the next but I still felt empty.
Somehow, in the middle of the chaos . In the middle of my pain. In the middle of my addiction. In the middle of my depression. In the middle of me hating the woman I had become , GOD STILL CHOSE ME. From my name to my purpose, IT ALL MAKES SENSE .
If you’re laying in bed right now overthinking and questioning your worth, GOD IS NOT DONE WITH YOU! It may not make sense now, you may not understand why you’re going through what you are going through but I promise you, that if you just hold on and seek his face , HE WILL CARRY YOU THROUGH! ✝️