Pray.

Sometimes , our current season may seem like it’s not all that. We start to think more about what we don’t have instead of being thankful for what we do have.⁣

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I remember when I used to pray for this day. I prayed for God to take everything out my life that wasn’t edifying to me . ⁣⁣

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I prayed for God to take the taste of alcohol out of my mouth. ⁣⁣

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I prayed for God to break the soul tie . ⁣⁣

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I prayed for God to deliver me from evil. ⁣⁣

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I prayed for God to heal me and to help me forgive those that hurt me . ⁣⁣

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Most importantly, I prayed for PEACE. I would cry out and just ask God for peace . The pain I physically felt in my body was gut wrenching . The days I couldn’t get out of bed were the days I hoped to die in my sleep. ⁣

How can heartbreak hurt so bad? ⁣⁣

How can people that I love hurt me this bad?⁣⁣

How can rejection hurt so bad? ⁣⁣

How can life hurt this bad? ⁣⁣

How can life be so bad that I can’t stop thinking about suicide?⁣⁣

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God , if you’re real.. this is the time for you to prove yourself . Prove to me that you’re real because I don’t know how many more days I can take of this. ⁣⁣

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I prayed things like that for months! And God came through . ⁣

Your tears are not meaningless. ⁣

Your prayers will be answered. ⁣

Keep going. Persevere. It’s coming . The pain will not last forever ! Declare it over yourself ❤️⁣⁣

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Don’t be discouraged ! ⁣⁣I am a miracle!

YOU ARE A MIRACLE !!

You may not see it yet but GOD IS DOING A NEW THING !!!!

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