Sometimes , our current season may seem like it’s not all that. We start to think more about what we don’t have instead of being thankful for what we do have.
I remember when I used to pray for this day. I prayed for God to take everything out my life that wasn’t edifying to me .
I prayed for God to take the taste of alcohol out of my mouth.
I prayed for God to break the soul tie .
I prayed for God to deliver me from evil.
I prayed for God to heal me and to help me forgive those that hurt me .
Most importantly, I prayed for PEACE. I would cry out and just ask God for peace . The pain I physically felt in my body was gut wrenching . The days I couldn’t get out of bed were the days I hoped to die in my sleep.
How can heartbreak hurt so bad?
How can people that I love hurt me this bad?
How can rejection hurt so bad?
How can life hurt this bad?
How can life be so bad that I can’t stop thinking about suicide?
God , if you’re real.. this is the time for you to prove yourself . Prove to me that you’re real because I don’t know how many more days I can take of this.
I prayed things like that for months! And God came through .
Your tears are not meaningless.
Your prayers will be answered.
Keep going. Persevere. It’s coming . The pain will not last forever ! Declare it over yourself ❤️
Don’t be discouraged ! I am a miracle!
YOU ARE A MIRACLE !!
You may not see it yet but GOD IS DOING A NEW THING !!!!